RDHDinsanity

november 04, 2009 01:10am
reasons why I should sleep more

Do you know the despair of wanting so badly and so deeply to feel something, to understand life on an intense, visceral level, but to somehow know that you're incapable of reaching it?

I fear I've let my roots grow too shallow, and now I have no clue how to go deeper.

My life up to now has not been lived.